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Thursday, May 27, 2004 hehe went for photoshoot at jason's hse..he's a real gd photographer..pity i'm sucha ugly model..haha..but it's real sweet of him to agree help me get a new portfolio..lala..yesh then we went to macritchie reservoir for outdoor shoots..damn nice scenery!!! my gosh..it was soooooooo romantic!! like foggy aft the rain, too bad w the wrong person..nobody special..reminded me of botanic garden w zk last vday. oh well..shit..came back for tuition and den drove down to zouk.. turned out just cat and i..coz' i called jase too late..and he wanna watch american idol..oh well..moment i reached there, she told me she saw zk there. heart skipped a beat..i wanted to leave.. i really dun wanna see him..dun wanna see sth tt'll upset me..living in denial..but she dragged me in..i went down specially to give her her bday pressie.. oh well..was covering my face and avoiding gazes the entire nite..saw couple of frenz..haha and some guys came pick us up..oh well..I REFUSE TO GET PICKED UP BY GUYS IN CLUBS..hahah..not like i allow myself to be picked up aniwhere..but i tink guys in clubs are horny bastards..haha.. he asked if he could dance w me..i said no..threw my arms at cat and proclaimed i'm a les..haha..poor embarrassed guy.. cat and i made a promise..we shall be celibate sisters for 2 yrs. SERIOUS! welcome to the celibate sisters' club!! was real glad i din c him the whole nite..it's betta this way. drove back w the windows down..felt nice w the wind in my hair and having control of ur life. i've always been driven by him..it's like now..i feel i'm in control once again. i dun needa be driven ard by anibody. i'm an independent woman woooohoo!! pumped petrol again..gosh!! i spent like 100+ on petrol already..terrible manz...no more $$ for GSS on fri!! haha going sailing tmr..gosh..i've no idea where to exit on PIE..10am at simei!! betta go zzz soon..perhaps finish up my bk..it's been quite a while..
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