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Tuesday, May 18, 2004 i am sick..down w i dunno what..severe lack of sleep and fatique.. gosh.it's been an insane wk..called in to lancome and said i couldn't report for work.it's just a matter of time b4 i end up in the mental institution. kk..lemme do a day by day recollection to tell you why i am so tired.. mind not functioning already..and it's been a few days.. woke up today, went to fren's house..bought him lunch..chicken rice under the hot hot sun..haven't done this for anibody in sucha long time..he's just a buddy w a gf.. i miss doing sth sweet for someone..but there's no one. i crumbled..in front of my fren..just like a wall that seems so solid a moment ago, and just caved in w/o warning..tink i scared him pretty bad. i still miss that special someone.. i have to move on..i noe.. my body is giving way just coz i want my mind to give way.. watched 6th sense on laptop at fren's hse..haha. yesh! i have nv watched tt movie till today!! amazing yeah..real good shit manz..haha.. went to teach tuition at newton..could barely talk manz..took photos w my cutie-pies.. pri2 and pri3 brothers, simply adorable..i love kids..shit..maternal instincts? haha.. den met cara up for din at holland v, she was gonna work at a bar there, dragged me in..i dun mind..but pay's pathetic and schedule's inflexible..my wkends will be gone down the drain, working my arseoff if i tk the offer..oh well..still considering.. called in to lancome saying i'm still sick. can't work tmr either. they wanted my MC..screw them la.. i part time onli.. no work=no pay, still wan my mc! haf a job casting tmr..samsung exhibition model shit la..dunno wat..hope pay is good.. haha i've finally redeemed myself!! filled you guys up on what's been happening the past few days..head throbbing and ready to burst ani moment..
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