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Wednesday, May 19, 2004 woke up today..tot would haf a rest at hm..shim called me said she meeting gracie..so went down town to meet them for awhile..gracie broke up too..oh well..but at least she seems okie..tt's gd..haha..welcome to the single girls' club manz..wonder why everybody's breaking up.. tt's gd..got more pple to accompany me.. haha. my stupid frenz asking me go rebound! siao ar! i'm into a self-proclaimed celibacy of 2 yrs, believe it or not..haha.. thou shalt not set thy eyes on any guy within this period.. dunno why i'm doing this..but i'm just sick and tired of all these emotional rollercoasters.. to prove to him that i was nv held back by him; to wait for the right one God has for me, and not rush into anything. I AM SOOO NOT INTERESTED IN GUYS! sheesh..is that sth wrong w me? guess when i'm ready and healed den..giving myself time and not doing silly things..20 yrs old already..feel real old..should be wiser. i dun want flings animore.. i wan a committed guy to settle with, i dun wan passers-by in my life, i dun wanna go through a whole break-up, attach vicious cycle..Therefore i pray.. i pray for happiness, even if it means i'm gonna be alone..Anyway, hehe real amusing..gracie received a confession from ****** that we've all be speculating for the past 3 yrs.. I KNEW IT!! i knew there was sth going on btw them..hee it's just a matter of time b4 i c them holding hands...heh rushed down to UE square for a samsung exhibition casting..bloody shit..waited for 2 hours there!! if i knew it'd tk so long, i would haf stayed longer w the gerz manz and not called a cab to get there.. saw some pple there i knew, pretty cute..lucky the models today not as gorgeous as last wk's, i actually foresee a chance of that job.. hee.. den rushed back to give tuition near my place..gosh..i practically used up their entire box of tissue manz.. nose gonna drop off..keeps dripping non-stop..haf no idea how i'm gonna work tmr manz..but guess i've to..it's my last day of lancome..hehe.. johnny boi asked me out tmr watch movie..but guess i'm playing it cool.. too many question marks in my head.
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