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Saturday, June 05, 2004
i saw him tonight. at holland v. first time in 3 mths. someone i've been missing for 3 whole mths.. someone i've been imagining to be lurking ard some corner everywhere. he appeared in front of my eyes and we walked past each other like complete strangers. as if we nv shared a past, as if we were nv together, as if we nv had the best of times. we walked past, no words, no eye contact, aware of each other presence but walked past. my face went pink and my hands clammy. heartbroken. now i noe the full meaning of parallel lives. how an once intertwined r/s can run along side and nv meet again. aft how i've imagined seeing him in my dreams and avoided seeing him in reality. he appeared in a thud, when i least expected. while i was hanging out w my frenz for supper aft a long super shagged day at work. speechless. i am NOT ok. i feel shit. yiwei said he couldn't believe i could eva be soooo upset over a guy, nobody's seen it but yes i have it. it's not set in yet. i dun even noe wat to feel animore. i'm just super tired. i feel fucked up. why am i so upset when i'm just a mere passer-by in his life? i ask myself that repeatedly day in day out. i'm nothing but just another ex-gf. WAKE UP OF THAT FUCKING DAY DREAM OF YOURS AND FACE REALITY YOU STUPID BITCH!
nik @ 6/05/2004 01:17:00 AM | comment
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