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Sunday, October 17, 2004
it's been 7mths from 18th Mar since we broke up. and i still cried. but i swear it's gonna be the last god-damned time i shed tears over that bastard. i found out how he hates me, by focussing on all my negative traits while i onli tot of all the nice stuff he did for me.. and ironic thing was, it was a mutual break up and yet a oh-so-bitter one only for me. he probably got over me in 7hrs or 7 days max while it's been 7 long mths for me, all by myself. i can't believe how someone i loved and gave so much to could bitch abt me to other gerz, fault me on things that happened b4 i knew him and completely ignore everything i've done. ha! wat a fool i've been to tink he's a saint. i'm disappointed that i've given so much to an unfeeling person, angry that i'm being bitched abt fictitious stuff, sad that i'm all alone. i dunno wat to say animore.
There's so much hurt inside and i've been keeping it to myself. Everybody sees me at zouk partying, nobody sees me when i get back. and i learned that: when people want to make up nonsense abt you, they dun need a reason.
haha my fren told me that he can't rem a time when i've been single for so long.. but it's cool. give it time and heal.. i need to move on.
nik @ 10/17/2004 09:43:00 PM | comment
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