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Friday, May 13, 2005
my phone is ringing but i am not picking it up. it just seems too far on my bed. it's a paradox: i feel lonely but i want to be alone. so much hurt inside that i've just been burying and ignoring, it's just locked away in a vault. i'm petrified at the thought that everything may be unleashed on a fateful day, will i live to see my own demise?
the universal question to kids under 7 "What do u wanna be when u grow up?", even a kid would be able to give a decent answer. But here i am, at the crossroads of 21, absolutely clueless. Is it just me? i hate growing up. I thought i was invincible when i was younger, a perfect smart kid but i dunno what has caused this degeneration through the years. Am i my own devil?
nik @ 5/13/2005 01:22:00 AM | comment
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