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Monday, February 27, 2006
my dad's left for south africa, felix's gone back to UK. i miss my dad. been losing sleep. i slept at 830 this morning. went to bed at 5, lay on my bed til i saw the skies turning bright. tossing turning and the sleeping pills don't seem to work anymore. tink i've taken too much that i'm immuned to it already. In the past, if i can't sleep, i know dad would wake up at 7 and we could go for dimsum breakfast together before going hm to bed. now i just pop pills. been staying at hm all week, too much work, ready to snap, having problems with my mom which i tink can't be solved. i miss having my dad ard as a buffer. Now i just have no one. birthday coming again, didn't even realise till i read this week's friendster's bday reminder. Dread it. dad away, bf away, sis going to be away, bro doesn't even know when my bday is and mom doesn't care. just dreading it.
nik @ 2/27/2006 01:20:00 AM | comment
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