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Sunday, January 27, 2008
hehe the most common greeting i've got from old frenz nowadays is "how u doing? are u ok?" what can i say? The world keeps spinning, it never stops.
I'm reading Paulo Coehlo's "Veronika decides to die" about a girl who's condemned to heart failure a wk aft her failed attempted suicide, about how she rediscovers life and the many 'Veronikas' inside her that she had not known previously, to live without inhibition.. I think a part of me identifies with the protagonist. How someone who seems to have it all, may want to take her life because she's so afraid of things going all downhill from where she's. It's the fear of losing youth that she decides to go when she's at the peak of it all.. oh well, i think part of me now lies in rediscovering myself. Been keeping to myself recently, staying at hm to slp or watch dvds.. Occasional meeting up with old old frenz, but rather sick of drinking and entertaining strangers.. Whatever happened to that zest for life? feels like i've dulled so much over the past year. The onli time when i remotely feel like talking to new pple is when i've drunk enough.. *gees, i sound like some alcoholic*.. and it din take much to realise that some materialistic frenz are probably not the ones to keep for life.
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